Tuesday, March 22, 2011

i just want to fix it somehow

but how many times will it take to get it right? .. .

As of recently, I have had numerous battles with myself on what I want to do with my life. I am not talented with whatever so I obviously can't quit school and become a professional swimmer or whatever. All I have and can actually do good at is school but lately I have been doing a really shitty job. I don't know why I feel like I'm just a big failure. I can't even understand what's going on in my head, which makes it the more hard to understand what my professor is talking about in phonetics.

I have been a real shit person. I wish things didn't have to be like this.

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